long time no talk

Well lets see. Umm I haven't been on for a while. Because my computer is broken. But anyways um...... nothing new really sam shit. Working and what not. Right now I'm on my scene kick hahaha goodbye verizon lawlz. I'm in the car with veronica coming back from a party. It was chill I'm sick now not fucking legit. And I'm fucking sick o well. But I'm out and about for now peaceee

ummmm

hmmmmmm
hahaha wow
its like....whateves

im sitting

wondering if anything good will happen soon?
am i lonely nooo i dont think so
im doing fine
but a special someone would be nice
o well i just have to wait for the right girl to come

anyways
rain
legit
cold
legit

bring's me on my knees

when i think of what will happen.
at times im shy and at time im nervous. i try to hide what i feel and make it seem like its nothing.
you might not know how i really feel because im to scared
im scared to fall for something then have it break.
but i get good vibe from what we say to one another.

could i love again?
i think so
or am i?
you tell me

you may not understand what im saying but i know what im saying

lets begin

lets begin this hidden love that i want to share
what is this i have for you?
i may not know and you may not not. sneaky sneaky hahaha
tell me nothing i know what your going to say.
it flatters me so much but yet i dont know what to say?
its not bad so dont worry. its so much that it makes me want to explode
i am happy in the outside but sad in the inside because i dont have what i want
come to me
and ill make it better
trust me

is this true?

could it be i feel like this again
rumble
happiness?
maybe
i wont be fooled
i hope the way i feel is the same
its been such a long time
i screwed up last time but now i wont
i know i wont just trust me becuase i tell the truth
hopefully one day
i will be able to say
the one word i didnt believe
i dont know
hopefully