SOOO

It's been a while since i last wrote in here let me fill you in.
Joo came back on the 3rd of august which was so tight
swimming, drinking beer. smoking cigs, drinking evil beer, chillen, night swimming, etc....
Finally got this band back song 12 so legit!!
I met a girl who is pretty freaking awesome went on a date which was soo much fun.
we kissed which was more amazing. its been a while since i was last with someone so it feels extremely awesome. cant wait for her to meet my friends and my mom and grandparents.

Mee joo chelsey and her should so go on a double date.

My date was cool went to see pineapple express it was pretty damn funny. she was al sneaky sneaky with that kiss lol

Dance Floor sex is going great still in need of a singer though
hopefully we find one sooooon!!!!
we got some songs fucking down and they sound so legit. cant wait to record them =]


life is pretty good. got my best friend and a nice girl. =]

well im off son

Yooo

So Im here chillen at Pepe's house while he and veron do some bullshit.
Today went by super fast thank god.
FWF BROKE UP!!!!!!!
FUUUUUUCK
for sure gonna go to there last show at chain. I didnt know i worked with the dude from arms like yours kinda funny haha
i might go hit up there show on saturday at chain. he said it was with a bunch of Christian bands kinda weird but ehh ill go checkthem out. Still stoked for orgeon should be legit.

Yesterday i got into the biggest argument with my aunt i swear shes a bitch. No one in my family respects me at all
Kinda sucks but hey what can i do?

well im off kidd
<333

15

Im soo tired got home from an early shift at work =/
but hey pays my bills lol
So stoked to get paid this friday to bad i have to save it for my upcoming trips

Oregon, San Francisco, Arizona,

its gonna be legit
im going to be seeing tiger army so many fucking times its crazy hahahaha
today is relax day blah i have to go to work on thursday at 4 am to 12 but it should go by fast hopefully.

I wanna go to the fair see whats up look for some dg's hahaha
well im off to nap byeeeee

DOOBAYYYY

SO yesterday was pretty cool. except i had work till 5 but going to palm springs and watching war tapes was fuuun. To bad joo couldnt go =/

Neil was like "andrew lets go drink some beers' haha but after the show because they were about to play they played a short set because the venue was effing gayyyyyy
but they played a new song and it was fucking legit.

After they loaded up there van this guy andru with a u ha came and neil knows him so they were chatting it up. We went to the car to go drink some beers and we were just talking about random evil shit ha. Andru was saying how he can try to find us a singer im like fuck yes =D

lets see how it all works out.

Now i have to save money for oregon and san fran and arizona fuck this year is amazing!

Update

So lets seee
4th of july was legit got some beers and some vodka bbq with joo and veron
drink some b's
lol
mexicans shooting fireworks that were loud as fuck
it was cool
then joo left to NY =/
hell come back though and when he does well be drinking and chillen and what not.

blah work is lameeeeeeeeeeeeeee
4 am shifts are not legit

this summer is at least better then last summer

gonna go see war tapes saturday drink some beers with peepz and maybe neil

O really haha

DUDE
that shit tiger army is playing in october is amazing

WAR TAPES
VNV
SAID RADIO
TSOL
i bet the special guest is afi or Blaqk audio

im so stoked for it =D

well im off peace kid

90's sex songs

The Colour - Mirror Ball

Dirge To Earth Sky Video?

yo kiiid

So saturday flashed before my eyes after peepz crashed verons car going 80 mph on sunkist fuuuuck i could of diiiied ahhh
but im good now i guess. Ha i like the fact after he crashed i got out and ran ha but then i felt bad for leaving him but still.
the show last night was amazing mighty six ninety's keyboardist makes the most sexy faces ever ha
fuuuuuuck
shes hot
band practice all this week before joo leaves to ny im stoked practicing everyday
and drinking its amazing ha
well idk what else to say

ill hit this shit up later
peace son

=/

As long as you have
Your feet above ground
The Sky has your crown
Coat tails made of breeze
Come with me, come with me

The way demons bite your toes
The fairies kiss your nose
May you roll in the leaves
Till they become your clothes
Come with me, come with me

The earth and sky
Don't you pass me by
don't you grow long
don't you grow long
don't you grow long
don't you grow long
don't you grow long

Dance Floor Sex

Fuuck song 10 is mad legit =D love that shit. this band is amazing!!!
all we need is a singer someone legit. =D hehe
I really hate the heat its lame =/ but whateves im sure its going to ba an amazing summer
SUUMMMEEERR lol. cant wait to go to that party and get super waisted hahaha joo if your reading this
we gots to go to that party and just do it before we leave hahaha =D
well im going to go watch some rob And big so bye

This Is What Happends When You Drink Alot Of Alcohol

So

It was so long ago. But still its out of control.
Things got out of hand
I am a new man now
I sleep with guilt running down me
I wake up knowing it wont be the same.

Friday The 13

Evil.

I hate summer soooo much ehhh.
I need my winter thing again =D
I really feel like going to knotts again its pretty chill or sea world that place is mad legit kiid.
ive been awake since 6 all because of the little cousin.
im blank
today band practice
then idk after that.

yeth nick lmfao!!!!!!!!
o fuck where would i be if i didnt have my friends?
love those fools
<3
time for cofffee and toast =D

Nothing Like

Riding Dirty =D
haha
going 100 on freeways getting to la in like 12 minutes
FUUUCK!
thats tight. Lifes pretty good DFS,WAR TAPES,BUYING BEER(thank you william) hahaha,Drinking on fridays and sometimes saturdays haha, PRetty Much legit. this summer should be way better then last year because last year was effin depressing. War tapes needs to play some more shows kiid. stoked for the full length to come out =D
Neil still has my shirt i need that shit ha. tomorrow i might go to San Diego to go see crystal castles. but well see =D
if we go i need to go get some beer. Fuck im so happy that i can buy it
hehehehe

well of to bed kiiid

nighty<3

The Shadow Of Love

Don't be afraid to stand in the shadow of love
The hour is late and you know that time waits for no-one

See the glow of the soul in her face
Then you know that you're caught in the shadow of love

A brief embrace and fear and restraint have all gone
Innocence burns yes a fire that burned all along

See the doors about to swing both ways
See the answer mirrored in her gaze
Then you know that you're caught in the shadow of love

Every night, every day
I experience the most exquisite pain
A thousand whispers seem to say
I light a candle to you and I pray
I kneel to pray

Now don't be afraid to get caught in the shadow of love
Play the game take a chance or you haven't the power of love

See the glow of a soul in her face
See the glow of her saving veil of grace
Then you know that you're caught in the shadow of love
You're caught in the shadow of love

I feel like

Everything is just going wrong.
I feel like im losing my best friends =/ not the best feeling
puts me down =/

Saturday

Its 7:40 am i havent slept at all everyone is asleep. Ha
Well lat night we all tried absynth that shit effed us up bad. Mad trip. Its was a good night. Except i had to close at work today which was kinda gay
Hopefully today is as legit as yesterday =D

Rob & Big

Is still the best show ever =D
When the fuck is my Drama Beats shirt coming i ordered that shit like 2 weeks agoi need to buy those colour vinyls then that will complete my collection of The colour stuff haha
But anyways. i want my Drama Beats shirt asap son.
HA
watch the meat son, watch the meat kid. FUCK!
thats funny shit.

Whats on my mind?

I just come to realize that this year was a good year. Last summer it was funny because i was just hearing about war tapes. Now were all buddys smoking and drinkin and kickin it haha. Tha R kelly video still makes me laugh. I get the feeling War tapes is gonna play with afi. Neil even told us smith said that they should play with them. FUCK!! AMAZING!
i think im getting sick now my throat is killing me. A cup of coffee sounds bomb right now. Fuck its almost been a year since the colour broke up =/ there still amazing though =D hehe
I really dont know what to write im just writing because im bored. Uhhhhhh maybe julian and i will kick it with neil this weekend or something. My phone is tweaking. I hate sidekicks. i kinda wish i didnt switch service i want verizon again. but ehh whateves. im still trying to process everything that happened in ytah the other day hehehe. well ima go on tabit or something peace
<3

Legit A

Ha fuuuuuck. Shits weird right now

May 31st

Started off by waking up at 5 am going to the long beach airport, getting on a plane and going to Utah. Everything went by fast. On the plane i watched the real world since nothing else was on (jet blue is legit) Julian watched some thing on Hitler haha it was tight. We arrived in salt lake at like 9 something and when we got off the plane i swear i was the only brown guy there haha. Everyone kept dogging us it was kinda random. We got outside and took a taxi to our motel and we couldn't even check in that early so we had to go walking to this mall. The mall we went to was fucking weird and lame. Julian and i looked shady as fuck but it was funny. After all that shit went to the motel again and checked in. when we got into the room julian fell asleep and i took a shower and what not then i fell asleep watching Dr. Doolittle. we texted Neil and wanted to see if he could hang but he was already at the venue. We walked there and it was ghetto as fuck it did remind me of cops hahaha. We got there and while walking we saw Matt and he honked and then we lost him.
We saw this vegetarian cafe that i guess one of the guys from the used owns so we chilled in there till matt and Neil came we chatted smoked a cig and what eves. went to the venue and Tiger army was already doing there soundcheck. we chilled till we could go in. we were talking to becca and them for a while. Then war tapes finally played it was funny because Neil gave a shout out to us and everyone was like whaaat hahaha.
After they played we just chilled saw the unseen and drank some beers. Then tiger army played and it was cool. Smith was fucked up. Julian said he couldnt believe that was jades brother. that fucking guy is funny as fuck smith is something else hahaha
After the show we chilled for a while and they were all taking pictures since it was the last day of tour and it was sad
but funny as fuck hahaha.
then we got to ride in the WTV
and it was fun ATITUDE!!!
YOU GOT SOME MOTHERFUCKING ATTITUDE
haha
man it was tight. well cut to cut it short we went back to the motel fell asleep then woke up and came back home today.

Never ever will i go back to utah
ill go to another state to see war tapes haha

Later.

Im starting to

Hate you more and more everyday

Im

Fucking confused as hell.
For some reason everything seems to be going wrong.
I dont know why. I really hope everything gets better

Just woke up

From a wonderful nap
Work was so lame today gah
I need to get my plane ticket soon
the show is in like 2 weeks
im soo stoked its gonna be an adventure =D
well im going back to bed im so fucking tired
and i have work tomorrow naw ill probably stay awake for a little bit and watch rob and big or something
cant wait for the weekend =D
well bye<3

FUCK

I cant let my mind wonder to last year FUCKK!!
Get out
all it does is hurt when i think about it.
I need a fucking beer and a cig
mostly a Beer I think.
I need to get out of cali

My Name Is Trouble

Well I've had this secret
And I feel it's time that you should know
When I'm in your arms it turns me on
But I've got a conscience too
And it says my heart's never in tune
With anything I do

So this is the last time that I'll hold your hand
I want to kiss you on the mouth and tell you
I'm your biggest fan
I'm your biggest fan

I've had this secret
And now it's time that you should know
I was wrong to string you along
But circulating the streets in the pulsing heat
I scoured your town, completely aroused
And making love to your memory

So this is the last time that I'll hold your hand
I want to kiss you on the mouth and tell you
I'm your biggest fan
This is the last time that I'll hold your hand
I want to kiss you on the mouth and tell you
I'm your biggest fan

Sad minion of mine
Don't be so unkind
I know I stole your coat
You can have this song I wrote
I've just crossed the line
From fashion to crime
It's such a perfect fit
When I am wearing it
Sad minion of mine
Don't be so unkind
I know I stole your coat
You can have this song I wrote
I've just crossed the line
From fashion to crime

So this is the last time that I'll hold your hand
I want to kiss you on the mouth and tell you
I'm your biggest fan
This is the last time that I'll hold your hand
I want to kiss you on the mouth and tell you
I'm your biggest fan
So this is the last time that I'll hold your hand
(I wanna) Kiss you on the mouth and tell you
I'm your biggest fan
I'm your biggest fan

Blah

So ive been going on alot of adventures.
1. went to Rob and bigs house
2.Saw Drama
3. went to the liquor store where rob and big went to buy lotto tickets.
4. went to the Mexican restaurant rob and big went to.
5.went to the hollywood sign.
6.been to alot of war tapes shows.
7.saw LA hookers ewwwww
8.went to an evil ass store.
i love these adventures and hope more come
=D
next adventure going to Utah to see war tapes and tiger army =D
so stoked

My Birthday Party

So my Birthday party was on the 26th just got some pics from it such a fun night

Neil and matt from War tapes came out and had a couple of drinks. So legit cant wait till the next party.
Im kinda bumbed though because it reminded me of my 18th birthday =(
well till next time.

Dreaming of you

Ive seen this all before
From the backseat of my life
On a run down suburban road
that winds and winds
But you never really find anything

I saw you in a dream
A dream that always seems to be real
But the truth is nowhere near and i dont care
Ill just sleep my life away

I'm dreaming of you
I'm dreaming

And in a different time and place
In a house I've never lived
I hear you knocking at my door
So hard i try but you never want to come inside

I saw you in a dream
A dream that always seems to be real
But the truth is nowhere near and i don't care
Ill just sleep my life away

I'm dreaming of you.

I hear you knocking at my door.

You went away
Your nowhere near
It went away
I'm all alone

I saw you in a dream
A dream that always seems to be real
But the truth is nowhere near and i don't care
Ill just sleep my life away
Ill just sleep my life away

Im dreaming of you
Im dreaming of you
Im dreaming of you

Supposed human

Take me out of this miserable town. Were the losing kind. who likes to sleep in. And hang out now.
We got the chains on the tires to keep us alive.
Shes got a hand on her pulse and a hand on my thigh so watch out. And sing out loud.

I suppose that you are human
Underneath the things your consuming
And i only want to bring you down.
And use you.
I suppose that you are human
Underneath the words your choosing.
And i only want to bring you down.

We get the feeling back in our finger tips and cant control our mouths
So talk to me
Or make out now.
we dont just move a muscle
we blink both our eyes
We got to fight the zombies that tear us inside
Your freezing
And your screaming now.


I suppose that you are human
Underneath the things your consuming
And i only want to bring you down.
And use you
I suppose that you are human
Underneath the words your choosing.
And i only want to bring you down.

Bring you

I bring you down

I suppose that you are human
Under neath the things your consuming
And i only want to bring you down.

I suppose that you are human
under neath the things your consuming
and i only want to use you now

Bring me

Ill Use you now

Ill bring you

She Lied

Time will tell and so will those little things you keep tucked in your head
cus i wasn't born with enough of an innocents to keep coming back for more

she must of lied to you before i had her
she must of lied to you before i had.

all day long i sit and communicate with the dead
corpse that i call my girlfriend
and shes only half of the girl that i met, see it takes through love to watch her decay.

she must of lied to you before i had her
she must of lied to you before i had the time to sit and think about those little things that creep inside and tear me apart.

All day long i sit and communicate with the dead
corpse that i call my girlfriend.
she must of lied to you before i had her
she must of lied to you before i had
her her her her heart her heart her heart

Always Falling

I know somewhere where we can hide
and waist away our lives
inside a van driving across the desolate country side
ill be there waiting
always im falling over you
this time im giving up on everyone
always im falling over you
this time i've givin up on everyone

And sometimes im scared. About leaving life behind to the ones who were never there
but your out there somewhere. Ill get to you some how i swear if its the last thing i ever do.
Ill be there waiting.
Always im falling over you
this time im giving up on everyone
always im falling over you
this time im giving up on everyone
you tell me not to hide away
you tell me how to live my life
but everybody knows everything
and its all the same so lets stop.

Always im falling over you
this time i've giving up on everyone
always im falling over you
this time im giving up on everyone.

Can you speak to me? im broken for you.

Im in a pretty good mood today. Hope nothing kills it. Anyways Blah these months are going way to fast man shit its already almost the end of april. Geeeze. The colour always brings me in a good mood. And war tapes so i guess they cant play at this shindig im having but neil is gonna Dj and matts coming haha im pretty excited to see that. Only thing im worried about is one thing the one thing that happened at every party i go to i aways get annoyed because people tell me to do shit i dont wanna do it happened at sammis party and happened at pepes. ugh kinda grinds my gears right now but im not gonna let it kill my good moood =D

My dream last night was weird Jamie was in it. It was kinda random
it was pretty much a recap of last year playing a show then going to Rubys with the nightengales and the elders and the nightengirls ha ha i think i had a dream like that last time to but idk
its weird how fast the year has gone.
kinda depressing =(

Gahhh i cant think about it anyways friday hopefully we drink tonight =D
cant drink to much i have to go home tonight and blah but tomorrow its ooooon. Then sunday bam im 19 fuuck thats almost 20 shit ha. well thats enough of me im going to finish getting ready.

<3

As i grow older

my life starts to change. My birthday is right around the corner and honestly i look forward to it but at the same time as my friends and i plan my party. i just want that one person to be there. doubt it though. but i will never know. makes me wonder if she even remembers my birthday? will i get a phone call? or anything? i just dont know
<3

Take me like nothing

And everytime I Hear you. And everytime i see you, It makes it hard to live on my own, It makes it hard to breath.

Today is just like anyother day nothing special. Its already the 16th Wow how the days go so fast. I cant help but think of last year. I mean i did a good job of just not thinking about it for a while and it was ok. But now i just keep thinking of it I had so much fun I always had a smile on my face. But you know i think thats how life is. I admit i cant forget i dont think i ever will but theres always a memory that will stay with me forever.
Depeche mode always calms me down good thing to ha.

Work is a bust, boring as usual but i need to be making that bacon Lawlz.

todays gonna be a short one well see ya son

Andrew

7 Lines And ive had it with this game

I want to start again.

So How is life for me right now?
I guess better then before. Summer is almost here wow this year went by so fast. Im not gonna lie its starting to get kinda sad Its April That was a good month for me last year. Fun times, Good time, i cant forget anything that happened last year. Yes your still in my mind when i know that you shouldnt you even said yourself just forget about you right?
Well if you read this well now you know.

My birthday is coming up big deal. Last year was funny rubys with The Elders, Nightengales, And the Nightengirls. HA
o man good fucking times.

Now Its going to be my 19th Birthday its kinda weird but i look forward to it. War tapes is gonna play my party =D
im pretty stoked.
I only want one present this year and that is well that person. just to come and say hi. I never liked the goodbye we gave eachother. everything is such a blur from when we last saw eachother.

hopefully things get better. but i dont know.

I wish i could just go and make it better

Wednesday me joo veron and chelsey went to hollywood Saw Christina Ricci on the freeway haha soo random. Then we went to Rob Dyrdeks house which was cool ha. Then went to the Troubador to go see War tapes. Everytime i see them it just puts me in the best mood. Im soo happy there gonna play at my Birthday party.

Today is friday which means its drinking day =D
yay
and tomorrow im going to Disneyland which im pretty stoked for too

These days get harder but then get easier its weird.

Well im out
Love
Andrew

Theres one thing

My life is smooth. im starting over.
Im single.
i want to keep it that way.
I dont like anyone it only makes things worse well right now. If i meet a girl and dig them then its legit im not gonna look for it.
got all the negative shit out of my life.
Im not gonna keep anything in my anymore
what ever i feel im gonna say it.
if it hurts well sorry but its what i feel.
and i really dont care but ehh.
i might sound like a dick in this blog.
but my tone is not a dick tone at all
=D

Am i living?

O man O man
For some reason this certian someone has been poping in and out of my head. I see her Once in a while. But now everywhere i go Shes just there walking by or whatever. I dont know if she sees me and if she does what does she think?

I dont really know why she keeps poping up. I mean its over right? as much as i tried and tried getting over it. i just cant. This is one of the hardest things i have had to deal with. And it is not legit at all or is it?

I DONT KNOWWWW!!!!!!!!!!

Where were you?

Where were you dad when i needed you?
Where were you on my Birthday?
Where were you on Christmas?
Where were you when I needed someone?

Funny thing you were never there?

how can you live with yourself knowing you have a son out there who need you the most.

you can be with your other Family but you cant even call and say hi to yor first child.
you make me fucking sick. Through Out the years I thought you would come in my life and be a father. Time goes by and you still havent.
Im 18 years old almost 19 im an adult.
And i fucking made it without you in my fucking life.
If i ever see you you have no idea what i will do.
Your the reason i have half the fucking problems i have.

but what do you care?
your just living your life not knowing you have a son who need a father figure.
so Fuck you.

Valentines Day

Hmmmm what can I say about this day?
its nothing really. I remember last valentines day. Its a day i will never forget. hanging out with that one girl i was once in love with. this time of year gets me down in a way. but then it doesent. i must forget about the past and focus on the future. ill admit things were much easier when i was with her there was nothing to worry about no stress nothing. now i have all kinds of things going on. things i would rather forget then remember. but you know thats just the way i feel. Its complicated as it is for me. i dont like telling people whats going on in my life because im not the kind of guy who telles everyone my feelings. I guess i joke around more and laugh to hide what i really feel and what i really feel is the total opposite of how i act. but only i know how i feel.

I just need

For people to get off my back and stop calling me something I'm not. I hate when there are certain people who say things about me and think I'm so stupid when I know how you feel I know what you talk about I know everything I'm not stupid. Whatever you tell people I hear about it. Don't think its a secret because its not don't think your miss sneaky sneak because your not. I know everything that comes out of your mouth. Just drop it whatever happend in the past let it go. BECAUSE IT WAS IN THE PAST.

all I want

Put the dirt over my body and forget about me