Valentines Day

Hmmmm what can I say about this day?
its nothing really. I remember last valentines day. Its a day i will never forget. hanging out with that one girl i was once in love with. this time of year gets me down in a way. but then it doesent. i must forget about the past and focus on the future. ill admit things were much easier when i was with her there was nothing to worry about no stress nothing. now i have all kinds of things going on. things i would rather forget then remember. but you know thats just the way i feel. Its complicated as it is for me. i dont like telling people whats going on in my life because im not the kind of guy who telles everyone my feelings. I guess i joke around more and laugh to hide what i really feel and what i really feel is the total opposite of how i act. but only i know how i feel.